I've been a bit out of sorts lately. I feel like I need to clear out everything -- my room, my life, my mind... There's just too much going on that whenever I try to make any sense out of it, I'm just left flustered. I keep trying to blog here and I tried writing at work (which turns out to be a bad idea, because I left my little notepad on Bryan's desk and I think he read what I had written and probably thinks I'm crazy). I don't even know what I want to write about -- that's the hardest (and most frustrating part). I feel like something isn't right, but I can't pinpoint what it is. Or maybe it's nothing. I always get in these moods, but is there really anything behind them? Maybe it's just my psyche telling me that I can never really be comfortable for too long. Or maybe I just want an easy fix to an overarching dissatisfaction that just can't be solved so easily.
I keep putting off these uneasy feelings by keeping my mind busy; however, what I probably need most is time and space to just think.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Flust-ration.
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Time and space always helps. Cleaning out my room a bit, and spending the last few nights just sitting alone in bed listening to music, both really helped clear my mind. I have been bombarded with stresses all week such as the woman who hit me not having insurance coverage and overdraft fees caused by my parents making me pay $200 for my contacts unexpectedly on the spot. But for some reason I've been able to overcome what usually would render me utterly depressed and anxious. Meh. I dunno. We'll go on a little vacation soon.
Exactly. It's really quite simple but sometimes it's hard. At least for me. To just think positively and take things as they come. I have a lot of trouble in this area but I've been seeing some improvements lately. Mer.
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