Monday, July 9, 2007

Toxic and deliberate.

For some reason, as annoying and bad as Northstar is, it's very nostalgic and I listen to them a lot for that reason. For the longest time that CD was stuck in the Eclipse so now I have their Pollyanna CD forever engrained in my brain. And every time I listen to it, I get this same undescribable feeling. It's kind of a familiar feeling of something that I can't quite place but I've felt it before.

In other news, I'll be leaving for orientation tonight. Probably around 7 or 8 whenever my brother gets home from work.

3 hour drive. I'd like to find some hemp so I can do this:



It's weird. As close as it is, it still doesn't feel real. Like I will actually be at college being collegiate and whatnot. So I keep bringing it up, spurning dissent from others, in order to make it seem more real. Because it is real.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I have a bundle of that hemp (also called macrame) they used in that video! However, that is a comllicated way to make a hemp bracelet. I can show you an easier and better looking way, if you like.

Monica said...

I want to know the easy way too!

It is real. It is hard to come to terms with the fact that we are adults now, and that there is no turning back into childhood or teenage years. Our life has now officially begun, apart from our families.

As far as I am concerned, I have been waiting a long time to get out of this house, as much as I love my bedroom and my dog (and this town and the people in it).